so ... i got married. to a wonderful woman i've known far too long. i'm hopelessly in love. it's amazing how life unravels and then settles and clarity. sweet clarity. india helped for sure. i'm still figuring it all out. the dust is settling and i'm pleased. more details to be published as this reality continues to sink in. in the meantime, i'm on the run again- from coast to coast -and life is fucking grand! my brother and his wife had incredible baby girl 2 months ago - she has an incredible name - she is and was always meant to be jaia grace (victory! glory! grace!) which is a stunning name for a stunning child. to say the least- major life events are occurring around me and i couldn't feel more blessed. i have been asked to be the godfather for this little bean and the christening is in england shortly after the new year. i will have to haul ass from a surfing trip to costa rica direct to england - but at least i'll be fully relaxed and ready to rock. ready to reject satan on behalf of this little life force. shit is amazing ... really. i never thought i could feel so content. oh, autumn has arrived in full force and i'm totally right about people looking better in clothes. i can tell more about a person by looking at their shoes than their eyes. no shit. don't forget to vote on tuesday. i'm voting and jumping back on a plane to los angeles. sleep is a thing of the past between my neurotic shit and the kids that live above us who stomp on the fucking floor like it's a broadway show at 7am. it's fine. i have somehow done the impossible and become a morning person. which means i send more annoying emails and listen to more music than a normal human ever should by 10am. ever. i'm not complaining. i like it. anyways, history is going down between my life, the imminent political decision (not decisions people, decision -- please, please .. don't fuck this up, please! i am not totally ready to move to berlin, but hey if forced to do so ...) to be made, etc. it's all good but totally bonkers. it's going in the novel, don't worry.
oh, i did a quick "life inventory" this evening after some decent kind bud and 2 crown royals and a moment to ponder ... and i've decided (for now) that all we/you need to know/learn about life right now is here. always.
happy halloween and junk. don't be scared. n'aie pas peur. i meant it a year ago, i mean it today. fear is poison. don't be a pussy. it's all there for the taking -- just fucking go for it already. mwah. big kisses on your forehead.
xo love forever
music: the stone roses "i wanna be adored"
.: words: *** 10/31/2008 01:12:00 AM
everything changes forever. very soon.
looking forward to a bright, sunny future.
xo
music: the beatles "in my life"
